A journey to find myself

today i have figured out that till now i haven't recognize what really do i wanna be
how do i would like to be known, seen and remembered
the journey of finding myself has really expanded
and its taking loads of my time
do i wanna be business woman, a programmer, a event planner
a writer, a magazine editor
lots of things i like, but i can't find where do i suit the most??
where do i create the most??
and the most important is how people sees me in this field!!
am i 100% qualified !!
god help me!!
depression is killing me